The worst part about being a writer is the gap between the last good thing you wrote and the next time you have the confidence to sit down and write again.
It’s a been a long strange trip for me. After taking part in ULU study on the positive effects of experimental therapy I’m now on pharmaceutical regime and I’ve got to a stage where I’m no longer suffering from major depressive symptoms. I’m not cured but I’m definitely not suffering anymore in the same way that I was.
I hate my stupid poker face that won’t show people how i feel,
because I’ve spent my life telling people “I’m fine”, it’s natural for me to conceal.
I hate the fact I’m 6 foot one, not normal and not tall,
And I can’t buy anything cool in my size till the sales in the spring and fall.
I hate being allergic to half the menu in any decent restaurant,
You’ll get bored with the places i can eat and i can’t take you where you want.
I hate my awkward eyebrows
I hate my stupid grin
I hate the way i nod my head
I hate that it makes people think I listen
I hate the way anything that’s ever gone wrong never leaves my head.
I hate the fact my mind is too full for positives instead.
I hate the fact you’ll never know that guy who met your eye,
Because all the things I hate about me stopped me from coming over and saying “Hi”
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My submission is at the bottom – Smiley, 31 from London
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